i actually haven't posted in a long time, when i think i should have. I have A LOT on my mind.
i miss my oxford family a lot<3 i know i may see a few of you here and there, but i really miss seeing everyone everyday. you guys dont know how sad it is moving schools if you haven't before :/ i like my friends that i made and that i hang out with [: if it wasn't for them, i would probably still be eating lunch with my brother which brings me to something else. something happened that i wish i wouldnt have found out. which made stupid me go telling one of mine and my brothers friends and then this bitch had to go and tell my brothers bestfriend ]: i hate her. and all the drama made my brother's gf cry. so it practically my faultt. and now my brother's girlfriend doesn't trust me either. but i dont blame her. if i did that to myself, i wouldn't trust myslef. well it's just akward when i see her now :/ but the whole drama thing made me and my brother a lot closer it seems [: i had fun at oscar's non-formal people party [: rockbanndd/guitarheroo, his attic, computer room, foooood, transformers, pool, balcony XD, and most of all, his bed <3 me and oscar just layed there, me on his bed and his head on my stomach in the darkk with people running in and out of his room. [: goood timees. now me and him keep arguing about silly little things because eveeryone knows...HE IS...and...IM NOT!...ahahahha. he's my sassy husband. and im his sassy wife ;D ahahaha. i know who i might ask to sadies ;D ahahah. if you guys knew who i liked, the junior, i dont like him anymore cause there is no chance. but i've moved on to another guy [: but then there is kind of another girl in the way :/ so yeahh. whatever happens, happens. I've been talking to Ivy and Oscar lately [: we're gonnna hang out. possibly this next weekendd [: my bloody valentinee in 3-D only me and oscar though. and whoever else comes. ivy's too scaredd. lol. it'll be fun. and lastly, my parents. they ask me if i like haning out with them and they get mad when i say no. im kinda just being truthful. like i dont hate it i just dont mind it. but the thing is I DO EVERYTHING WITH THEM because im not driving yet and they still think im a little kid. eventhough i can be sometimes, they need to let me grow up. they get mad when i ask to go somewhere or ask if HAVE to go with them to a store or something. i just dont really like it, its boring. and when i tell them i dont like haning out with them they get all ofended. their type of fun is going to sam's club and costco and stores i dont like. I just think they need to get over the fact that, I AM GROWING UP. I NEED A LITTLE MORE SPACE. it's nothingg bad. i just think they don't want me to grow up because im the youngest. they still want a little kid to be there always to be with them. but i need more freedom. i dont mind going with them everyother day and stuff, but they expect me to do it everyday. and the thing i dont like is when my dad guilt-trips me. all he ever says is "so now im the bad guy?," or "don't we take you whereever you want to go and dont we buy you everything you want?" all i wanna yell at them is "NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!" i think they do ALOT for me and im thankful and greatful for everything they do i just need them to understand the fact that they can't stop me from growing up :/

ahahah happy and sad :/ well im off to bed. have a test tmrww :/
hope everyone had fun at Savanna'ssadies and Oxford'sFormal [:
everyone: save me a picture [: i'll get it the next time i see you ;D
and maybe ill visit tmrw, the 21st [:
gooooooodnightt lovess<3333